You Must Become Field by Perla Kantarjian in Conversation with Sarah Mnatzaganian

Recently the heart of the Armenian Institute (our cozy London office) filled with visitors buzzing over the phenomenal work authored by Perla Kantarjian. In conversation with Sarah Mnatzaganian; an award winning poet and writer herself, Perla took the room on a journey through her debut poetry collection You Must Become Field. 

The collection is written as poetry of witness–a mode of writing used by poets who have personally endured or observed historical and social injustice and adversity. Reading the book, you travel through ‘Acts,’ rather than chapters, of personal history–a choice that defines these poems as collected corporeal experiences. 

Prior to the event, I had a chance to speak to both Perla and Sarah about the book as well as their overall practices. Our conversation flowed between cultural identity shaping stylistic choices, to the representation of womanhood in narratives of erasure and displacement, to creative writing as a form of documentation for social change. It was exciting to speak to two talented writers, whose backgrounds inform their writing in critical and compelling ways.

Poetry As a Form of Journalism


Upon first reading of You Must Become Field, I was impressed by Perla’s ability to narrate through centuries of histories in a way that felt informative but did not take away, in the slightest, from a world that borders on magic. Reading each story about a character, a place, or the poet herself felt like an embodied experience that moved you across time, languages, and borders. Later, I discovered that earlier in her writing career, Perla was a journalist and Executive Editor at Annahar newspaper in Lebanon. I was immediately intrigued to find out if her journalistic experience was behind why her imagery in poetry felt as vivid as a photograph. 

Sarah Mnatzaganian shares a similar background in journalism. To her, using writing to the best of her ability has always been a primary goal which in practice looks like fluidity between writing forms. In comparison of the two, journalism and poetry, Perla shared an observation that:

“Journalism is for fast emotional expression, aimed towards short attention spans. It plays its part. I use poems now to talk about real events because it is a strong tool for social conversation…I think of poetry as a new form of journalism”

In the age of social media, fake news, and news outlet monopolies, reliable reports of events have become more difficult to discern. While creative writing forms are frequently generalised as fiction, poetry of witness, and the poetry genre as a whole, often defies those boundaries. It is an approach of fluidity, that Sarah speaks of, that allows many writers to mould their lived experience into creative writing that not only guides the reader through a story, but accounts for lived and historical events. As Perla herself says, growing up switching between Armenian, Arabic and English, and constantly reading the news of another explosion, she wrote a book that only she could have written.

A poem that stands out as an example of poetry as an impactful form of documentation is ‘Beirutshima, August 4,’ which appears nearing the end of Act 2. When reading it for the audience at AI, Perla brought tears to our eyes. To protect your experience of this poem, I will not go into much detail on its contents. This poem, along with many others in the collection, is truly something that should be experienced by both those who are grieving and those who question why we want to talk so badly about tragedies that remain invisible to the geopolitically privileged world. ‘Beirutshima, August 4’ left sorrow in all of our hearts, but as Sarah thoughtfully said, ‘now we remember.’ This may not mean much out of context, but Sarah’s comment underscored the value of poetry as a form of journalism. Perla began writing poems on social media to raise awareness on the atrocities of war in Lebanon and Artsakh. They helped directly to raise funds for a cause. However, an even more longlasting effect that translating memory into poetry has, is documenting the losses that are missed or are immeasurable. It is turning numbers, records and lists into something or someone that ‘now we remember.’

You Must Become Field

We are often told not to judge a book by its cover, but in my humble opinion, you should absolutely judge this book by its cover, which is beautifully designed. During the Q&A, Perla expanded on her inspirations behind the illustration: a table with a selection of items deeply associated with Armenian and Lebanese culture. Captivated by an art exhibit that focused on familial settings in Lebanese homes, the table immediately reminded Perla of her own family’s gatherings, and how central this space was to her upbringing in a Lebanese-Armenian family. With an addition of a couple of things to reflect her Armenian home, the cover was born. Some of these items along with the vivid pink colour of the book capture the elements of girlhood that lace together this collection. From contemplating women’s experience during the Armenian Genocide, to retteling personal stories of girlhood, this book recognises the distinct role of femininity within settings of war and heritage of displacement.

Feeling responsible to restore is something that is felt by many Armenians towards our heritage. It often shows up in our homes and upbringing through small acts of nationalism that appear anecdotally amongst poems. For Armenian women this feeling of responsibility comes with the added weight of procreation. Policies on population control are often constructed with a disregard for the people responsible for the labor, literal in both ways, of this process. Outside of policy-making, the national and familial pressures of repopulation post-erasure is doubly felt. 

My interpretation of the title poem suggested that the creation of this collection protests a more conventional approach to restoring a population. While procreation in all its forms is intended by the book, Perla responded that she was more fascinated by the possibility of the word Field. A living plane that provides sustenance, a place of burial and warfare, a woman’s body and womb.

““The poem centers the Armenian woman’s experience.””

The book calls the Armenian people to become field, to grieve our past and bring to life our future, whatever shape it may take. 

What Gets Translated?


In the first couple of pages you will find an inscription:

“This book moves between English, Armenian and Arabic with borders porous.”

This statement sets us off on a journey through a mind unique to a multicultural upbringing familiar to many of the Armenian diaspora. As an artist who herself works with multi-lingual text and performance, and as someone who grew up speaking multiple languages, I was excited to see this assertion. This natural state of thinking, dreaming, speaking in multiple languages, which are used relatively equally, is often overlooked. As a multilingual person you are often considered to be fluent in languages you use but you are never considered to be a user of a new unique language with its own syntax and grammar. That evening, hearing the way people’s languages slid over one another, words and phrases patched together by thought and mutual understanding, brought a smile to my face. 

When I asked Perla how she curated which language is used when, she responded that the way the book is written is simply the way her mind operates. Regarding translation, Perla, Sarah and I all agreed that the English language does not do justice to some sentiments, particularly those charged with emotion. These words Perla intentionally prefers to keep for the Armenian and Lebanese community, however her detailed footnotes ensure that the book remains accessible without making itself digestible. Balancing how your writing is perceived by a range of people who all have different levels of access to what is written, is hard. Often, artists and writers who connect with their cultural identity through their work are asked to alter its appearance to resemble their culture more evocatively, or instead less  explicitly. Many of us find ourselves managing these expectations but we produce our best work with honesty. Sarah does a beautiful job at portraying her Anglo-Armenian upbringing in her debut poetry collection, Lemonade in the Armenian Quarter, which interweaves poems that speak with care to different parts of her identity.

Bring It To Your Table   

It is fair to say that the room was completely captivated during the readings that Perla kindly shared with us that night. Conversations ran long into the evening, until we sadly had to close our doors. I am sure these talks carried themselves around to tables at home, much like the one depicted on the cover of You Must Become Field, to bring reminiscence, grieving, healing, and hope to each family. The book can be ordered directly from Bad Betty Press or found at mainstream retailers like Waterstones and Amazon UK. Buy it, read it, and bring it to your table. 

A letter from the Writer-in-Residence, by Diana Arushanian

I’m Diana, a Russian-Armenian artist and theatre-maker based in the UK, and as so eloquently hinted by the title of this article, I am currently the Writer-in-Residence at the Armenian Institute. 

About me

Having moved to the UK at a young age, I assimilated well enough to British culture and felt removed enough from my Russian-Armenian heritage, to have the questions “Where is home? And what is this mysterious notion in the first place?” forever haunt my mind. This blessing and a curse led me to develop my artistic practice intertwining my heritage, personal histories and experience of migration. 

A throwaway comment I received from a classmate at school in England unintentionally shaped the way I think about my work. Imagine this milky-hair grey-eyed boy, who in all honesty resembled the pre-teen King Edward VI (before he succumbed to the Tudor brand and turned ginger). I think I remember him that way largely because we were in history class back then. As always I had been asked to read out the name of some slavic historical figure, because in the eyes of my teacher, being Russian meant I was proficient in Polish, Czech, Serbian, and every country that could be considered slavic. Me struggling to pronounce a name foreign to my native tongue, seemed to shock Edward VI. To him all slavic surnames sounded Russian and it was strange that I couldn't pronounce a name that supposedly was just like my own.

Me: Well, firstly my surname is actually Armenian and../

Edward VI: What?

Me: …One side of the family is from Armenia.

Edward VI: I swear I thought Armenia was a made-up country, you know, like Neverland.

I don’t know what was more troubling at that moment, the crude generalisation of Slavic people or the erasure of Armenia as a whole. This moment is when I realised that my identity caused a lot of confusion in others and in myself too. This disorientation felt lonely. I wanted to be sure of who I was, to be in control of my identity, and so I tried to make it digestible. I reduced myself to a generalisation and erased bits that were hard to make sense of,  becoming easy to relate to, easy to connect with.

That was until I moved to London, where global languages overwhelmingly succeed English on the streets, where artists speak proudly of their cultural identity, whether it caters to a British audience or not. Here, I also met many who, like me, felt disheartened. However, seeing work that authentically translated or, more accurately, relayed stories coming from a different language or culture, inspired me to do it myself and to help others like me. 

In all honesty, it took much longer to think of myself as a Russian-Armenian artist. Even now, reconnecting with my Armenian identity feels like tracing pencil lines that were erased years ago, re-mapping a dis-jointed route. When I inevitably get lost, I remind myself that if Armenia is a ‘made-up’ country, I too am imaginary. While I can’t reconstruct everything I turned away from, I can fill in the gaps and chart the realm I want to explore. 

My work

Over the past couple of years I have focused primarily on working with intercultural narratives. Being part of a diasporic community has given me a unique ability to resonate with other creatives who bring their own heritage into art. I have cherished the work created with East Asian, Ukrainian, Romanian, Irish and Welsh collaborators. 

Most recently I directed a spoken word theatre performance, If I Were to Say it in English by Thea Lungu – a Romanian poet and performer based in London. The story follows Nath, who begins to recount her experiences as an immigrant in the UK to untangle complicated feelings towards her country. The play explores what happens when English fails in translating emotion, an experience I am sure sounds all too familiar for many readers of the Armenian Institute’s blog. 

If I Were to Say it in English will run at the Roundhouse on the 30th and 31st of October 2026, and I am thrilled to invite you to this performance that has truly been pivotal to my artistic practice. Book your tickets here.

What actually is a Writer-in-Residence?


A writer or artist-in-residence is a creative professional who enters a place, organisation or community, that hosts them for a set period of time, during which said writer or artist develops their creative project, as well as engages with the life or work of their host. These opportunities are often organised by Foundations, Arts Councils, and Educational Institutions. In my case, being enrolled on a Bachelors of Arts programme at the Royal Central School of Speech and Drama enabled me to select and reach out to a cultural organisation that most closely aligned with my artistic interests. As a result, the Armenian Institute kindly agreed to host me and actively participate in the organisation’s life while bringing an original project into being.

In the coming weeks, this article will grow into a blog series covering remarkable events that have or will soon occur at the Armenian Institute. In addition, I’ll write features to commemorate Dreams for the Future, a special project foregrounding Armenian creatives, initiated by the Armenian Institute to celebrate its 25th anniversary. By way of interviews with the artists, I hope to take a step into their disciplines and practices to explore how each of them brings Armenian heritage into the future. 

Another thrilling endeavour that I’m bridging forward in my time here is launching the Armenian Institute’s first ever Mail Club! I can already sense your slightly confused expression on the other side of this screen, so let me tell you what this Mail Club package actually is, what it will look like, and why you should definitely order one.

Mail Club

A Mail Club package is a letter-sized piece of physical mail that contains exclusive goods like art prints, poetry, stories, stickers, and more. The theme of our edition is the Dreams for the Future project where the work of commissioned artists and their dedication to Armenian heritage will serve as inspiration for the design and written content of the package. The essence of Dreams for the Future will be combined with archival finds that I aim to excavate from within the Armenian Institute’s extensive collection of library holdings and personal archives. 

Visit my page under the Dreams for the Future project.

We were inclined to create this one-of-a-kind experience that can connect us to our friends over any distance without using the Internet, precisely because being part of a diasporic community often means staying in touch online. But being able to touch things handcrafted intentionally for you can inspire a sense of connection that can't be felt over a screen. And what you’re left with are unique pieces of memorabilia to remind you of our community long after receiving this package, because it won’t get lost in your inbox or somewhere in your phone's photo gallery. Please note that delivery is only available for the UK and US, use the discount FREEDELIVERY.

Mail Club
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A Mail Club package is a letter-sized piece of physical mail that contains exclusive goods like art prints, poetry, stories, stickers, and more. The theme of our edition is the Dreams for the Future project, where the work of commissioned artists and their dedication to Armenian heritage will serve as inspiration for the design and written content of the package. The essence of Dreams for the Future will be combined with archival finds that our Writer in Residence, Diana Arushanian, aims to excavate from within the Armenian Institute’s extensive collection of library holdings and personal archives. 

ATTENTION: DELIVERY AVAILABLE ONLY IN THE UK AND US - add the coupon FREEDELIVERY

On this sentimental note, I want to direct you towards our Instagram and Facebook where we will keep you updated on the development of our Mail Club and the publication of future articles.

I am extremely grateful for this opportunity to connect with the Armenian diasporic community with the help of the Armenian Institute, and for their interest and support of my artistic development, which I hope to share with you across these exciting undertakings.